15/5/2011

the day start with the journey from my house to gombak…aku sekete ngan J and R….both of us meet others at mira’s house then convoy ramai2….to be honest aku tk rasa pape lg masa tuh.. rasa mcm da lama tk tgk dungun…so aku drive all the way from KL to Dungun…in the car aku karaoke cam org gila ngan J and R…racing2 skit ngan bdk2 tuh…hahaha!! it was fun…then sampai sane punye la begik sekor2 br nk tanye nk tido mane…bengong btol…so we try to find place to stay tp sume da fully book…last skali ktorng g campus….bila masok guard tuh bkk tingkap dengan angkuhnye aku cakap kt pak guard tuh ‘saya graduan nak masok campus utk tgk penempatan’ haaaaa….cool kan?? hahahaha!! pak guard tu pn tkpe segan silu bg ktorng masok siap tunjok jalan lagi…we dun go straight to the hostel tp ktorng g bilik lama ktorng dlu….Ya  Alllah masa tuh da rasa sedey skit….tp br first day so aku tahan je lah….heheheh! punye nakal sekor2 nih bole cari bilik kt situ nk seludup masok sbb nk tido free nye pasal…hahaha!! wat ell!! wat ell!! tp sebabkn tempat tu scary sgt ktorng tk jadi lepak situ…g penginapan yg halal…then ktorng dpt bilik….the room selesa gila with new facilities sume….bnde petama ktorng bwat is isap okok n jadikn laci sebagai ashtray….hahahaha!! jahat dan sgt bodoh…..tp tu lah memories nye…..for the first time sume mcm selamba gile isap okok kt balcony tanpa rasa takot di saman..hahaha!! then the day start with activity pegy makan kt tempat ktorng slalu makan n lepak sume..the next day aku ngan A J K R g rehearsal n amek jubah….so this time aku da mule terasa mcm wow!! skit…but still manage to control it….ktorng amek jubah then bila kt bilik ape lg…sekor2 cam haram la ngan camera…..bodo gile!! amek gamba pki jubah tapi pki boxer je….hahaha!! sengal2…mlm tuh we end the day dgn tgk muvee cite hindustan (3 idiots) u guys have to watch this muvee…especially bila nk convo….honestly bila cite tu da abih then aku baring n suddenly airmata jatoh…n i cried..sgt syahdu that time…i dunno why but it happen….i cried smpi tertido…..this the part yg sgt emotional…i’ll be more detail on this….my convo session petang…pkol 2…so by 1.30 mcm tuh ktorng da start beratur kt lua dewan for our attire check up n attendance.. that time aku da pki jubah n my mortar board…masa tuh dengn sendiri nye aku baru phm ape bnde graduan….u felt proud of urself suddenly..mcm tu ar….then bile dlm line tu ppl dtg n chck ur jubah pastu tgk baju sume…so it was damn good…ko rase di appreaciate…then amek2 gamba…u forget everything just to cherish the moment….with all the wish from the love one in ur mind then u wearing the robe…Ya Allah mmg masa tuh sgt happy….suddenly i miss all of you and i wish u guys were there with me…. aku pn text sume buddies aku yg aku nk masok dewan dh….then aku pn masok ler dlm dewan….the first thing aku bwat bila muke aku kua kt screen tuh is aku senyum lebar nk nmpos smpi org gelak..hahaha!! sengal gile….then aku ddk kt kusi aku n start rasa neves…lama2 aku rasa lbey neves when front row da bgn utk amek sijil…aku dok sibok hafal skrip ‘ Time Kaseh Dato’ beribu kali aku ckp that line….lastly the best part bila name aku kne panggil aku berdiri depan my VC then suddenly he said ‘Tahniah Zakhwan’ aku troz jawap ‘ Thank You Sir’ haaaa!!! dok beriya hafal skrip td last skali thank you sir yg klua….sumpah klaka gile!! aku jadi mcm tu just because tekejot my VC sbot nama aku loud and clear…hahaha!! but i manage to do another best thing…after aku salam my VC i walk away and pose depan camera….like the whole dewan can watch my pose kat screen besa tuh.. A did the same thing…cara!!! hahahaha!!! puas ati aku….then aku da tk rase neves dh…afta da amek skroll baru laa aku rasa excited n understand ape tuh convo…my VC give a speech that end with a video psl mak bpk… K masa tu dh breakdown….but i manage to control it…the best moment and bulu roma aku meremang adalah bila my rektor cakap ‘ dengan ini saya isytiharkan anda semua sebagai para graduan UiTM dan seterusnya sebagai alumni UiTM’ Ya Allah masa tu br rasa aku da 3 tahun blaja just to hear that statement….dan aku dh bejaya….itu sgt membanggakan…after everything done…ktorng klua ramai2 from the dewan….aku tk jumpe parent aku dlu…tp aku jumpe all my buddies parent and hug them…suddenly aku nmpk my mom n dad…i call them and hug my mum tightly smpi nanges…i dun even understand ape bnde yg aku bisik kt dia…that bad aku nangis….then i hug ayah n plg aku touching skali ayah pn nangis jugak…shit!! aku da nk nanges bila teringat balik that moment..but it was a happy moment and i cried because i cant believe i manage to give them the skroll…dlm hati aku just cakap ‘ mama and ayah, i dun have money to repay everything u guys have done i hanya ada sekeping kertas ni je’ my diploma….i hope it make u guys happy…i keep saying that thing in my heart….dats why i breakdown like hell….then ayah bg aku tisu and suro lap airmata…i hug all my sibling and we take a lot of picture that time…Abg Jai and Kak Iza were not there….diorng kne prepare sbb nk pegy umrah….but how i wish both of them were there to be with me and share the happiness together…but abg jai called me…its enuf to make me smile….he make me happy with dat call..all buddies text me and wish me…im so happy with that…and your plan to be the last person to congratulate me just to make me remember it…. yup i ingat sume bnde yg u ckp…and ur plan rili touch my heart…u just complete the day…. tq so much….tq for being there with me…to S J K A tq for being with me till the last day of our class and last day at dungun….i will never regret with our relationship and yes u guys have become my buddies n it will always be…im just so happy that day…sgt glory….i hope u guys can have it too one day for those yg belom lg…for those yg da sudah…yes!! aku da phm perasaan korang bila convo…. tq again to everyone and i will always love u guys so damn much!!! mwah! mwah! i hope i make u guys proud of me…heeee!!!

HANYE YANG TERBAEK